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How It Feels To Me

by nicholas gurney

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1.
You can’t stop the wind from blowing Through the trees You can’t stop the sun from shining On your enemies You can’t stop the ice from melting As the temperatures rise You can’t stop the truth from rising From a pack of lies I can’t stop the way I feel about you Any more than I can live my days without you The drug is desire, and I’m on fire You can’t stop the rain from falling It runs back to the sea You can’t stop the wolf from howling It speaks to me You can’t stop the stars from shining In a velvet sky You can’t stop the moon from rising When the tide is high I can’t stop the way I feel about you Any more than I can live my days without you The drug is desire, and I’m on fire
2.
I got a thing about leaving Got a thing about being on my own Got a thing about leaving Makes me want to hang my head and moan I know you’ve got to go, you tell me that it’s so You’ve got to follow where it leads you, well we all do And sometimes that’s down a different road But if the wind blows fair If the waves that carry us break softly on a distant shore As the sun goes down and we’ll both be there You can tell me how you’re feeling You can tell me where you’ve been Fill me with the wonder of the things you’ve seen The life you’ve lived down a different road And while the world’s been spinning on its axis And governments still feed on taxes And broken hearts don’t always mend It’s pretty rare to meet a real good friend And while the world’s been spinning on its axis And governments still need our taxes And broken hearts don’t always mend It’s pretty rare to meet a real good friend A real good friend, somebody like you, a real good friend
3.
Defender Of The Faith It’s in the sun see it rise It’s in the movement when you focus your eyes It’s in the heart of a fire It’s in the passion and the flow of desire Oh I’m a defender of the faith Oh I’m a follower of magic Oh I’m a spec of dust in a galaxy Where souls meet, and energies collide And hearts will speak, but heaven will decide our fate So move with the blessing of the saints Dance with the spirit of infinity Dance now before it’s too late It’s in the light of the stars It’s in the lonliest drinker in a bar It’s in the heat of a fight It’s in the ice on the coldest of nights Oh I’m a defender of the faith Oh I’m a follower of magic Oh I’m a spec of dust in a galaxy Where souls meet, and energies collide And hearts will speak, but heaven will decide our fate So move with the blessing of the saints Dance with the spirit of infinity Dance now before it’s too late
4.
Irresistible 03:41
I bet that if I was a cowboy I would ride the range in search of you Long days in the saddle With the hot sun bleaching everything I do Somewhere near a water hole In the shade of a cactus tree or two A faint reflection in the water Makes me think that I see you Tall in the saddle Maybe I'm just dehydrated Lost inside of dreams of you ’Cos in my dreams you'd notice me And find me just like I find you Irresistible I bet that if I was a baker I would bake some bread for you Long days in the kitchen With the oven baking everything I do Then somewhere near the hottest flame Flickering and dancing like they do A shape I see of red and gold It’s moving like the way that you do (A golden french baguette) Maybe I’m just dehydrated lost inside of dreams of you ’Cos in my dreams you'd notice me And find me just like I find you Irresistible
5.
Blown across a stormy sea The Pilgrims making history Driven by the westerlies* They made their mark Travellers in wooden boats Built of planks from mighty oaks Canvas sails and rigging ropes They made their mark Oh how the waves, they crash and churn See how the tide of fortune turns Go forward now a hundred years And Calvinistic new ideas Enlightenment erasing fears They made their mark A hundred more sees slavery And antebellum bravery Threatening the harmony They made their mark Oh how the waves, they crash and churn See how the tide of fortune turns Civil war democracy Ended legal slavery Reuniting destiny It made its mark Powerful technology A dominating policy A global meritocracy It made its mark Oh how the waves, they crash and churn See how the tide of fortune turns Oh how the waves, they crash and churn See how the tide of fortune turns
6.
It starts with a wish, then comes the deed Anything you want has to grow from a seed You can’t make a salad out and paper and rope You can’t have a dream without calling on hope Can’t make something happen less you give it a try Talk all you like but the words won’t fly Never give up and you maybe stand a chance Was it really love or just a romance? The times were tough the conditions even harder We were looking for work but there was no work there The rich were getting richer but the poor stayed down Not much has changed on the face of this town The dollar in your pocket fell through a hole And the devil wouldn’t pay in exchange for your soul What you gonna do now the time has come To settle up the bill for a lifetime’s fun? Was it something I read in the paper Or maybe something I heard on the news The government has fallen apart And started singing the blues If the cap don’t fit and the pan’s got no handle If the fire’s gone out and the cupboards all bare When the roof starts leaking as the rain starts falling And the wind rattles through the cracks in your door Who’s gonna help you – who can you beg A bank might lend you an arm and a leg When you’re dug right down in a deep dark hole A preacher maybe help you to save your soul Was it something I read in the paper Or maybe something I heard on the news The government has fallen apart And started singing the blues
7.
Is it the moon dictates the choices we make Or the tide that leaves us up high Is it the wind that changes the way that we face Or the sun that shrivels us dry Is it the mist that clouds the judgements we make Or the rain that washes us clean Is it the dark that hides the emotions we feel Or the light that shows what we mean It’s only a one-time deal, devoid of guarantees It's only a one-time stake, and that’s for real Is it the hour that make-eth the man Or the clothes that make him stand tall Is it the money that we manage to make Or the height that we stand when we fall Maybe the love we continue to seek Defines the shape of our soul Maybe the risk we face when required to speak Contributes to making us whole It’s only a one-time deal, devoid of guarantees It's only a one-time stake, and that’s for real
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Don’t talk to me about it, cos I don’t know In my own mind how I feel Don’t ask me about it, cos I can’t say Can’t share the way that I feel I don’t know if I’m upside down or inside out Or turned around anymore But if you can’t see me, no one can see me at all But if you don’t know me, no one knows me at all And then I don’t exist anymore That’s how it feels to me, I know it isn’t true It’s just how it feels to me Don’t tell me about it, cos I wrote the book I starred in the film of the play And I can’t get away from it, that part was mine Though I tried to deny it was so Now I know that I’m upside down, inside out And turned around all the time And if you can’t see me it’s sad but I won’t cry And if you don’t know me then it’s time to pass on by And then you’ll still exist and so will I That’s how it feels to me, it might just be true And anyway that’s how it feels to me I don’t know if I’m upside down or inside out Or turned around anymore But if you can’t see me, no one can see me at all But if you don’t know me, no one knows me at all And then I don’t exist anymore
9.
Always talking on the phone Or maybe texting some unknown Perhaps you’re blogging something better left alone It doesn’t matter anymore Someone knocking at your door OK you're in, but you're really not at home You got minutes you got signal You got everything you need You got music high above you in the cloud You got roaming there's no static In your smartphone galaxy Your plan gives you every guarantee It’s not real it’s only virtual Though they make it look like fun You’re living in a vacuum just a zero and a one Your digital encryption is divisible by none A code machine enigma that's what you have become All the companies they chase you With ever better offerings Reflecting the zeitgeist and the zest The race is on to get you And then never let you go A better life with us than all the rest Talking on the phone Texting some unknown It doesn’t matter anymore OK, you’re in but you're really not at home
10.
It was just a little dream of mine To go back one day To the town where I grew up to be a man But imagine my surprise There’s nothing there I recognise Just some ghosts that time over ran Streets and houses where the fields used to be They’d gone ahead and changed it Without reference to me The time and the tide They will wait around for no one The wheels of progress will turn Whatever’s in the way Just gets flattened in a day The future’s relentless and stern So get on board with the program We won’t suffer no delays There’s money and there's bridges to burn Don’t look back you’re being followed A hooded figure in a cloak Carrying a scythe in his hand He’s bent over double as he slowly drifts along He’s carrying a timer full of sand He’s relentless in his progress And he smiles a chilling grin As he calmly sets to work Now all his children gathered in The time and the tide They will wait around for no one The wheels of progress will turn Whatever’s in the way Just gets flattened in a day The future’s relentless and stern So get on board with the program We won’t suffer no delays There’s money and there's bridges to burn
11.
It’s a time of change We’re all on shifting sand It’s a time of revolution That’s gonna sweep across this land And what’s right is wrong And all that’s free winds up in jail Till the weak grow strong And the strong get weaker till they fail We need men of vision We need women of substance and resolve We need swift decisions Need the strength to stand and take control To right every wrong To banish indecision Stand free and strong Let freedom be our mission And I, see the horizon on fire The rivers turn to blood As the flames are burning higher And I, see the world split in two Cities turn to dust That’s what they're gonna do
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That’s OK 03:38
That’s alright, it’s ok That’s just how you feel today That’s alright, it’s ok There’s nothing there to explain away Sometimes the dark is where we’re headed Sometimes the light will fade away That’s alright, it’s understood That’s ok You’re trying to move a mountain But is it really in the way? You’re trying to go from black to white But you’ve ended up with grey You’d like to change the whole wide world And everything within That’s alright, it’s understood That’s ok That’s alright, it’s ok That’s just how you feel today That’s alright, it’s ok There’s nothing there to explain away Sometimes the dark is where we’re headed Sometimes the light will fade away That’s alright, it’s understood That’s ok Remember when you see some children Get completely lost in play Remember how it felt to lose yourself In exactly that same way What you see as a stack of problems Can just as easy melt away That’s alright, it’s understood That’s ok
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released April 1, 2013

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